furthurmore






Eight-sided whispering hallelujah hatrack
Seven-faced marble eye transitory dream doll
Six proud walkers on jingle-bell rainbow
Five men writing in fingers of gold
Four men tracking the great white sperm whale
Three girls wait in a foreign dominion
Ride in the whalebelly
Fade away in moonlight
Sink beneath the waters
To the coral sands below
Now is the time of returning!



might as well

Hey, it's Sandy... I'm an off-duty (I have low-back and right leg disability and no longer do any work or takes any clientele) shamanic healer that toured with Garcia while he was alive and worked with his spirit-form of life after he unexpectedly left his body-world behind him. For a while, I partnered with Bob Weir, on the road and off at home in Marin, California, until 2001; and had a private practice beyond that. My Kundalini Awakening made me an excellent channel for the Garcia energy, as well as other ancestral members of the touring community, in spirit form. Also in my repertoire, is a desire to teach the notion of equality of all living animals - human and non-human. As a whisperer, or Telepathic Animal Communicator, I have found that all animals are essentially equal in their ability to be tour family! Jerry and I are lifelong friends now, and he's a part of my everyday! We'd love you to spend time learning to talk to spirits, too!


What about Bob? I don't really hang out with Bobby anymore. He's not much of a hippie now. He's a bit of a "dark side" MAGA type. Idk, his compass just doesn't always point to Terrapin now. Just not my thing.





I do, of course, still have many wonderful Deadhead friends and family members. And certainly would enjoy it if you drop me a line and say hello!


So, way back when, I was a touring Spinner! Oh I loved that role at shows. Hard work churning clear, clean good energy into to the shows. For many, many years - but then my spinal cord disability took me on a path-change and made me find different styles of divine channeling. Do you spin? I'm so curious, do you spin clock-wise or counter-clockwise? Do you notice anything different about the experience depending on which direction you spin? And... what about hooping at shows? Do you think spinning and hooping play the same role on Tour?? What are your thoughts?

(clickme jerry luv'rs)

The G6 Group is our new family band. You've got to check them out to believe how wonderful music can be when we open it up to all the other species of this planet that rock, too!




Taking another minute to talk about the state of this Earth, we are in the midst of a shift to the lower energy vibrations that are taking a serious toll on a lot of psychics, spirits, sensitives, and regular folks, too. Do not neglect to study (for real) the Dark Side and how much harm it can do to you, your family, and the whole planet! Now is the time to take a brave stand against anything harmful to the world. We need to do what Deadheads do best - bombard the world with positive thoughts, love, and remember to be Like A Headlight in all that you do these days!! We are the Rebels who can pump a lot of Love into the world, and help energetic beings who are getting pulled into the morass of lower vibrating energetic states. Greed, wrong intentions, lying, hurtful words, violence - all are popping up on our beloved tour, and it cannot stay this way! Help protect our world! Be Good! Be Healthy! Beam Joy! xo!





run and see: terrapin!


In Bruges





cover art by Pete Sitzman





learn about alternatives

We come spinning
out of nothingness,
scattering stars like dust.


marone a mia, eat something!







Take a moment to honor Search & Rescue Dogs
Visit the American Rescue Dog Association
and learn about all the ways they help!

And look at photos from a book called Retrieved by
Charlotte Dumas, featuring Portraits of the 9/11 Rescue Dogs



~ Sunshine Daydream ~
TourArt, & Other Stuff!

Spinners Of The World Unite!
When I was at the University of Rochester studying Mysticism, I developed a sincere deep interest in the work of the Whirling Dervishes, and wondered how to bring that into my own mystical path, which all my life had moved along with me as a drive so intense that it was my Vocation. My Professor, Emil Homerin, talked seriously about the misogynic fact that the Dervishes were at that time all men only, women were not allowed. He suggested that in the United States, one could become a Spinner without the segregation by going on Tour as a Deadhead, because there was a thriving community of Spinners on tour, and at every show! I took his advice!
I'm happy to report that there is a Dervish Retreat Center in New York State now, led by a woman Spinner, offering classes to the public, including women! Wonderful changes! Check out the Dervish Retreat Center
Bring the Spin to Your Mind: Omega Institute + IONS (Institute of Noetic Sciences)





see you on the inside



Give what I got until I got no more, I take what I get until I even the score. You know I love you and furthurmore, when it's time to go you got an open door :) Listen to the Turning Stone show from 04.07.05, that Silvio!


if love is there, it's real enough.

hit play:








member: team kitten chaos
love ya, sandy


Take a stroll down memory lane :)
Healing With Jerry Garcia





My compass always points to terrapin!









Channeled art, me and Jerry painting him



Sandy Stahlman around 1997 Bay Area



Tour postcard!



Get to know Prankster Cathy Casamo, you won't regret it xo! :)









aiko!

hey, why not? lol





With Astral Jerry in there too, lol, as Walter's missing whistle solo!
Love, Moo :)










grateful dead the wheel image
home to
merovence



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